This is my Now page. It was last updated on 10/4/2025. Inspired by Jake Worth.

Location

Wesley Chapel, FL. At DR table (4:32 AM).

Work / Focus

Today, is all about the TikTok Singing Exposure Experiment, my first true experiment for this journey.

I have been procrastinating; I was supposed to post the baseline video yesterday and my first singing video today. Now, I must post both videos today, so that I can go back to my accountability buddy and report success.

DEADLINE: END OF DAY (8:30 PM, for me)

UPDATE (6:19 PM):

I posted both the baseline and singing video #1!!!!!!!!

So scared and embarrassed but I did it anyway.

Personal

I am avoiding doing what I need to do...and I am suffering unnecessarily for it. What I have noticed is that suffering happens mostly before (anticipatory fear) or after the action (reflective or ruminating self-judgment).

This anticipatory friction I am experiencing is what PGQ would call a murky clarity lens which kills action.

How do I clear my lens so I can do what I need to do? That is the question.